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Name: Travis
Country: United States
State: Oklahoma
Birthday: 11/2/1984
Gender: Male


Interests: I'm interested in all things theatre, dance, music, chocolate, and love...that's about all I can think of right now...
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Thursday, April 03, 2008

Misconceptions

I don't understand why it seems like everyone reacts negatively to me.  It is as if I carry some aura of malice of which everyone but me is aware.  It seems like everything I say and do is judged by others to stem from selfishness on my part.  And I don't understand why.  Because the truth is that I genuinely try to consider others before myself.  I know I slip up every now and then, but that is not the norm.  I have been in so many fights, and ruined so many relationships because of misconceptions that I was not even aware were present until it was too late to correct them.  I'm so tired of fighting people for no reason.

I love you all.  I'm sorry if I've said or done anything to offend you.  But I don't know what else to do to make things right...


Saturday, January 19, 2008

The Epic Tale of Joys and Sorrows

I figured you guys would appreciate this, so here it is:

About a week ago, I ran across a torrent of the original Descent.  Now, I'd been wanting to play Descent for a while, but my brother took the CD when he moved out, and I kept forgetting to get it from him.  So I started playing, and called my brother to ask him to borrow Descent 2.

Now, my brother is notoriously unreliable, but I figured surely as he was already scheduled to drop by the house over the weekend, he'd remember to bring the game.  But my brother didn't drop by the house over the weekend...

So on Tuesday night when I got to level 26 (out of 27), I decided it would be quicker to just download the torrent (20 hour download).  The next day, though, something came up and I had reason to go to his house, so I borrowed Descent 2 and canceled the download.  I start to install, and it says this:  "Error unpacking 2/HMIMDRV.386"   So, thinking the CD must've been scratched, I restarted the 20 hour download, and twiddled my thumbs until the next day.  The next day, I get up, mount the image to my virtual drive, start to install, and... "Error unpacking 2/HMIMDRV.386"

Here begins the weeping and the gnashing of teeth.

So I search online for this particular error.  Apparently the only web page on the entire internet that mentions this specific error is in French.  I cannot read French, so I started searching for related terms.  After over an hour of fruitless searching, I decide that I should just get some translator to tell me what the French page says.  So I fall back on the only internet translator I know of:  babelfish.  'Twas a horrid translation, but I got the general idea.  I had apparently forgotten that this Windows 95 program was DOS based, so I couldn't have a space in the file path.  I changed the installation directory from 'Descent 2' to 'Descent2'.

INSTALLATION SUCCESSFUL!  VICTORY IS MINE!!!

Giddy with anticipation, I push the play button.  I get in the game, start the first level.  But I restrain myself.  Because this time, I want to find all the secrets.  I recall a program my brother and I had back when we used to play this game in the 90's which allowed you to edit your inventory for a saved game.  It could do many things, but I just wanted the full map.  So I saved my game before doing anything, and went on a search for this program, unaware of the horrors that lurked in-game.

Apparently this program is not nearly as popular as I thought.  After about 45 minutes of fruitless searching, I decide I'll just use the cheat codes.

I start the game, load my saved game, and begin to play.  But wait.  The ship isn't turning very fast.  I check the options, but my joystick/mouse sensitivity is already at full.  Maybe I need to recalibrate my joystick.  I do so, and return to the game.  Wonderful, I turn at full speed now.  Oh, wait...the buttons aren't working

So I go on yet another search for yet another problem.  Here is when I realize that most people who want to play Descent 2 on XP just get D2X-XL, which is almost an entirely different game.  I don't want D2X-XL; I want Descent 2.  After a few hours of searching, I run across a program called SpanFix.  Apparently some programmer had the same issue, and figured out that the problem was that the idiot who programmed the joystick for the game assumed all joysticks had the same calibration settings.  Thus when using many newer joysticks, it doesn't read 'all the way over' as 'all the way over'.

(You will note that every single problem I had with the game after installation would not have been an issue but for that one problem.)

SpanFix had one small problem.  It only worked on the DOS executable.  (The game came with a Windows 95 executable and a DOS executable.  The Win 95 one worked perfectly in compatibility mode but for the joystick.  The DOS one would present other problems.)

So I run SpanFix on the DOS executable.  I have a DOS emulator (DOSBox), so I shouldn't have any problem running the DOS executable.  I start DOSBox, run the game.  "Error:  Cannot locate CD-Rom drive".  I conveniently miss the word 'drive' at the end of that statement.  My first thought, consequently, is that it doesn't notice the CD mounted on my virtual drive (e: ), because it is only looking in d:  So I insert the hard copy of the disk, and try again.  "Error:  Cannot locate CD-Rom drive". 

Thinking this is a problem with Descent 2 on a Win XP computer, I set off on yet another fruitless search through the bowels of the internet.  Several hours later, I notice a phrase that appears when I type in 'intro' in DOSBox:  "For information about CD-ROM support type intro cdrom"

So I type in 'intro cdrom', mount the virtual drive, and try again.  IT PLAYS!  But with no sound...  Oh, I forgot to run the DOS setup program.  So I run the DOS setup program and tell it to auto-detect the sound card DOSBox is emulating (Gravis Ultrasound).  So I start the game again.  "Error:  Cannot locate ultrasnd.ini"...

I step out for a minute for fear of throwing my computer at a wall.

When I step back in, I call my brother (who owns a computer service company, by the way), and tell him I may need his help getting the game to work.  I then stare at my computer, dumbfounded, for a few minutes, before deciding to look up a SpanFix program for the Windows 95 executable.

After about half an hour of fruitless searching for that, it occurs to me:  maybe I can just download the drivers for Gravis Ultrasound so the game thinks I actually have the sound card, and then DOSBox can continue emulating it.  So I search for the Gravis Ultrasound drivers.  I then run into a gem of a web page that now resides in my bookmarks folder, a complete guide to running Gravis Ultrasound through DOSBox.

I go through the guide, step by step, and about half an hour later, I start the game, and it works perfectly (but for a few minor sound issues during the cutscenes).

Cue the Hallelujah Chorus.

So if any of you ever want to run Descent 2 on Windows XP, learn from my mistakes.  Don't spend 2 days trying to get it to work when you can do it in an hour.

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Tuesday, October 02, 2007

Beyond the Mask

Fear
Regret
Anger
Jealousy
Impatience
Apathy

...I put on a smile for the masses every day...but I am broken...


Sunday, September 16, 2007

A Company of Wayward Saints

If you ever get a chance to be a part of producing this play, take it; if you don't, watch it; if you don't get to do that, read it.  It is quite possibly the best play I have ever had the honor of being a part of.

"I have been to 4 rehearsals now, and I have left every one of them feeling as though I've been touched by something greater than myself." -Me, after rehearsal tonight


Thursday, September 06, 2007

Yeeeaaahhh....

Ever have one of those days where something just doesn't feel right?  When you find yourself thinking/saying/doing out-of-character things because every little thing is irritating you for no good reason?  When you go home inexplicably depressed, even though your day went just fine?

That's the kind of day I had today..



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